superficial yet steady..

it ended. what did? --midterms week. basically, it was my first semester back in Davao Doctors College, after spending 2 years of the same course in Cebu Doctors University. (i so missed my life there!) so comparing my Cebu-self to my Davao life. it clearly came to my senses that both my life here and there were complete opposites. i could start off by saying i have been quite unsatisfied with both its outcome. not all the time but as of today, after taking that geriatric optometry midterm exam, i knew that it was needed to be analyzed. such a worrier i am!

after several losses and difficulties in Cebu, i came to accept that I couldn't handle all the pressures in CDU plus all the errands that I have to do by myself. when I came back to DDC, i forgot how lax it is here and how sometimes it makes me realize on how lucky my friends are at CDU for having such benefits compared to us here (school-wise). but then I can't be too negative about being relaxed here in DDC cause I have a lot of extra time for myself and now that there would be times that i would be at loss on what to do next because i'm just too bored here. and I came to the conclusion that I can't really find my balance between the two. CDUvsDDC.

so, what do you think my reason is for sharing this and in relating it to my midterm exams week?

this may be caused by my unstable feeling over-all from school and family; with time and freedom, happiness and unfulfillment. i know that often times, i could be a little bit full of myself and this may have no help cause my mood and my studies are what's affected here. there's this attitude of mine that I just couldn't care on what my grades are as long as i'm enjoying and am happy at the moment. but i always end up feeling bad about it. sudden change of mood. i guess. i just haven't placed myself on the midst of it all. if i were still placed in CDU, i may not be at the top of all but i sure as heaven that i am happy and free there. back here, i may have be at the top a number of times but i am clearly not steadily happy here in terms of spending my time with unnecessary stuff, exclusive of family stuff though.

you get to balance yourself around me and i may still be at war with everything. you be the judge! ;)

a picture below: CDU and DDC

Cebu Doctors University Optometry Family!

Davao Doctors College Optometry Family!

lomography

and so I got bored and decided to explore my 3-day old fisheye2 lomo camera. since i'm new to this, I admit that I have:

• mistakenly clicked the shutter release a number of times without removing the cover. (sucks for the waste of film)

• practicing some of the camera's functions and accidentally exposed the film.

• expecting the flash to go but forgot to put the battery in.

but I know that I'm still at the stage of learning and understanding it. along with study I did, I came to a page that had the "Golden Rules of Lomography" i just wanna share it to you guys.

GRL:

1. Take your lomo everywhere you go.

2. Shoot anytime-- day or night.

3. Lomo is not an interference in your life, but a part of it.

4. Shoot from the hip.

5. Get close to the objects of your desire.

6. Don't think!

7. Be fast!

8. You don't have to know beforehand what you captured on film, even

9. afterwards.

10. Don't care about rules!

Grab one and try it yourself! :)

hundred&4th blog

Hey there! This is actually my first post here, only because I've been struggling on what to write first. :) This isn't my first time to write a blog about something but after gotten busy with school work, duties & going back and forth to Cebu-- lesser chance to sit, write & wander.

I have been writing ever since I started having my multiply account which is only view-able to my dearest friends; considering some of my life stories private.

I hope you would enjoy reading my future blogs here! Peace :)